I dig the boxing on it but I’m still not thrilled with the control of movement of it, it seems like the sensor doesn’t pick up well and that needs to be seriously fixed in the next release of wii or make a better sensor bar!

Anyway, I’m still waiting on Wal-Mart to call me and I’m probably one of the few people that doesn’t mind working there and really don’t mind shopping there.
Well, I should say I don’t mind working there just as long as I’m not unloading.

As for shopping, I just hate some of the cashiers at the West Side Wal-Mart because they’re assholes, I’ve never experienced that at the east side wal-mart. Not even when I wasn’t working there and it had been years between the two work frames.

at the west side wal-mart, they’ll come up with all sorts of excuses not to check you out at the self-check out controller’s deal. That’s why when I go to that one, I always go to jewelry or the self check out but unfortunately, they’re going to be killing off the self check out craps.

anyways, I’ve got a video blog to record and a room to clean.

Don’t you just love it when you tell someone something and they completely forget the next day? Are they there when you tell them or do they just like annoying the p*ss out of you? I mean, really, if you do one thing without fail each month, wouldn’t they think that eventually you’re going to do that same thing the following month?

Maybe I should make a date list of bills for my boyfriend and be sure to hand it to his boss at night so I’m not annoyed with the fact that he still isn’t home and it’s noon. Hello, what kind of place you running there that a person has to work 14 hours? You don’t even pay that well! Make it worth while of staying at ala crap hole for that long!

I stink on that on, I’m just pathetic on it - it’s a damn sad scene to see. If you play me on that map, just know you’ll have easy kills with me. I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t played very much in that past couple of months or the map sucks or what but all I do know is that I die a lot on that fucking map!

In other news, I’m broke and a bum. No not really, the bum part is partially true because I’m not working yet.
And boy, I can’t wait till I start, I’m just ready to take life by the balls so to speak. I want my own place, my own wheels and I just want to concentrate on making a good life for myself when I’m 120 and let me tell you now, I’ll still look good then.

i actually care more about getting a job right now than being on the internet. i yearn to be out of the house but the question comes up - how long will that last?How long can I last at any job before I get bored with it or pissed off at the way the things are going? I applied at gamestop, I’d really like to work there - it seems i live there now, why not get paid for it.

The more I think about things, the more I want to change them and that would mean breaking up with my boyfriend because apparently no matter what I do for us or him - it’s not right.

It also seems that he doesn’t like being around me - I thought I’d offer to go with him and his friend to the damn store because I usually tell him no on going anywhere with him and he shot me down. I offered to go with him Tuesday night when he had a pool game, he told me it was a spanish bar and that I wouldn’t like it there.

And when he does go and do something with me, it’s basically to places no one that knows him will catch us together.

I love riding my bicycle, one of my new goals is to be able to do a Triathlon at least once in my life. Unfortunately right now, I HATE running, love biking and swimming but running can take a flying leap off a tall building. Then again, I might still hate it because I’m still heavy as f!ck and that might change over the course of my weight loss. Who knows, I might love running in 6 months to a year but right now, it can kiss my lily white butt!

I hate my damn keyboard, the little kickstands that are attached to it keep collapsing, I feel like throwing it through the window.

Okay, well I didn’t make it but none the less, it was given to me. A family friend needed some outlets changed out and my boyfriend knew how to do it and so instead of my uncle making the 50 dollars, my boyfriend got it instead. I had to reformat my computer AGAIN because the D drive kept doing the chkdsk thingy at start up and I was fed up with it. I couldn’t use the back up deal to another day because it kept telling me NO. So, I did the reformat and voila no more problem, I would have tried an easier route of fixing it if I knew the route but considering my intelligence in computers only runs so far.

As for my diet goes, I was way over last night and I didn’t care, I was just hungry and I let go. The rest of the week has been well within ranges for calories and pretty much everything else, the only thing I usually have a hard time controlling is sodium. Kinda weird since I don’t have high blood pressure or I probably think of it as YET. I went over on cholesterol because of one egg, that B**TRD! Since, I started charting my cholesterol, I’m very rarely over and today just happened to be one of those days and it pissed me off. I always forget that eggs are loaded with cholesterol but since I hardly have eggs, it’s not that bad. This is the first day I went over on cholesterol in like two weeks, I think before that was like 3 months, so no worries there.

I saw a glimpse of hope that I would never have to deal with the “B” word that is the mother to R’s nephews and niece, he informs me today that the “B” word started coming around again. BAH! That woman sucks, I understand there’s kids involved but must I deal with the “B” word.

And in other news, I just saw the contestants for “She’s Got The Look”, half them women look better than the wretches on Tyra’s show. And I must say, Yahoo! yes I did believe the age on the one lady, I thought she was the oldest one but the second the oldest I was better was 30 not 50. Wow, she took good care of herself or is just really lucky or has a lot of plastic surgery, one of the three.

I do believe when honey is on vacation, I’m going elsewhere, I love him dearly but he can be such a pain in the butt and my sleeping is going to be shot out the door. I like my sleep and I like to sleep, so for the love of everything harmonious - let me sleep while you’re on vacation. Otherwise, I might have to hurt you.

I still occasionally get comments about how bad CLEARWIRE sucks balls and it’s usually related to XBOX as well because well, you just can’t game right without a real connection. WHO the f*ck wants to unload a gun twice on someone for them to turn around and shoot you once and you’re dead? What kind of crap is that?

Anyways, so my new rant is this, it seems that as of late videos do nothing but freeze up on me while using suckwire. One video on myspace took me 10 times of restarting it to get all the way through, I’ve yet to see all of the trailer for Bigger Stronger Faster.  So, in conclusion Clearwire sucks all around and people should avoid it like the f*cking plague.

Also, I’ve noticed that when my boyfriend plays any game I feel like barfing my guts up, this doesn’t happen when I’m at the controls. Why is that? Maybe, it’s because of sporadic movements or lack of skill of controlling the view. Either way, I hate watching him play video games, I’d rather he leave the gaming to me. Thank you!

Usually when I run across .us in the domain name, it’s some crappy a** site about making money on the web. Look, sure there’s tons of ways to make money on the web, you’re either going to be good at it or you’re going to suck at it. ( like myself. ) Anyway, there’s a site out there that’s called ear-fung.us , it’s about a programmer. He’s interesting, maybe it’s because deep down inside that’s what I should go to school for and he just seems that much more interesting because he’s “already” there.

I must give kudos to all you people that have somewhat figured your life out and have a good career that you don’t hate because I still don’t know what I want to do but I think the writing is on the screen already. Computers interest me and I should probably pursue it more than what I have already. I would love to be able to create my own programs for my sites and be able to create a website that looks cool based off what I’ve done, not what someone else has done.

In other boring news of Ellen, I called about a male persian kitty because the paper did not mention the words “FOR SELL”, she proceeds to tell me this after she tells me all about kitty and I was ready to go pick him up. She tells me he’s for sell and the price is 200 dollars, I don’t know about you but I think that information would have been wonderful UP FRONT! You know her return call should have went something like this : ” Hello Ellen, this is so and so with the persian kitty because of my oversight I failed to mention to the classifieds department that I’m selling the kittens. Are you still interested?” . This would have been my cue to hang up the phone and not be excited over something I can’t afford.

Also, there’s a lot of stupid people in the world and Texas hosts some of the dumbest judges in the world - there are a LOT of teenage girls pregnant within the polygamist sect but yet they’ve ruled to put the kids back in harms way. Way to go, you fucking fuck nuts!

I live in Odessa,Texas and it’s hotter than a coal miner’s butt crack right now! I feel like sitting on a block of ice, I’m going to have to resume going to the gym to workout - the heat at home is unbearable. I have no air conditioning in my living room, just my bedroom.

I think I’m going to start working from the beginning of May through September, see how many years I can pull that off before I have to actually work all year long. Work sucks, I need to figure out what I want to do in college, so I can have something I love doing instead of tolerate doing.

I also found my boyfriend’s soul mate in a parrot, the parrot wouldn’t talk to the police.

I don’t know, call me a b**ch but I can’t stand it when people do the exact thing they shouldn’t do when they know your situation over something at the current moment.

I think it’s cool that a girl won on Biggest Loser, kudos to Ali but now all of those people’s lives are forever changed because of one show . I don’t know if I would truly want to be famous in the aspect of being in the limelight for a lot of time or just a little. I like my privacy and I hate people interrupting it, I hate when people show up unexpectedly. The only time that is welcomed is if that person lives in another town or state but when you live in the same city and I see you at least 2 a month, call me before you show up. I just might not want to see you when you decide to pop in and quit calling at the butt crack of dawn as well, I don’t want to talk to anyone at 8 AM. EVER!