I couldn’t get a really expensive one and I have to wait till I have money to buy a memory card but I got a Kodak EasyShare C813.

My Mom’s little fuzzy wuzzy Prissy. She SO NEEDS to see the groomer!

I’ve been doing what I can at home to work out; from doing sprints in the front yard to jump roping. I’m also trying to be careful of what I eat because I’m tired of this weight being here and making me a hermit but then again, I’d probably be a hermit even if I was thin. haha

I joined sparkpeople to help me to get the weight off; somewhere I can have a support system because at times my support system at home sucks. Honey does what he can but he’s not ready to lose weight and I can’t force him to but for mom and my uncle - those two are lost causes for the most part. I think that they think or at least mom anyways thinks she’s too old to get in shape. She has so many health issues that it would be her best interest to lose weight and doctors have told her this. My uncle has been told the same thing but he absolutely does not  care what he eats, I can argue with him till I’m blue in the face - he will continue to eat fried foods till the day he dies of a heart attack and I honestly think that last heart attack is fast approaching faster than what he thinks.

Just because some damn water pill is keeping him looking small does not mean he’s healthy by any means. GRR

And there way of thinking sometimes fucks up my efforts on trying to lose weight but I’ve got to stick to it.

The thing that pisses me off the most between those two is that they eat horrendously fattening foods and then want to munch down on my fruits and vegetables - then BITCH when Ricky and I eat some of their food. SCREW THE BOTH OF YOU!

If you want to eat my healthy food; then start buying more food for the house and START doing THINGS MY WAY!

I have been telling Ricky for days to take his mother’s damn cell phone cord home and has he? NO! Has he picked up the registration papers for his car that I’ve asked for? NO!

What happens today? His f**king mother calls to remind him about her cell phone cord and I just told this woman last night that I’ve been telling him to take the cord, it’s not that he DOESN’T know about it, it’s because he keeps forgetting the damn thing!

Like you telling him is going to help him to remember to take the damn thing, I think not! I really at times would like to choke the life out of that woman! And the next time she calls him a dumbass, I’m going to punch her in the face . Hello, you pyschotic nutcase of a woman, you’re the exact reason he thinks he can’t do anything. Your “so called love” you shared when he was growing up!

GRRRRR

R and I watched the kiddies for his sister tonight, 3 boys - I believe the ages are 3 years old, 1.6 years old and 2 months old. The last age is correct for sure, he was born on Halloween of this year so.

Anyway, things went great, just some stubbornness from the oldest one and that was it but taking care of the baby makes me want to have my own.
Maybe one day, I can have my own and be lucky enough to have a great father to go along with ‘em. I haven’t seen much interaction of R and any kiddies for a long time other than tonight and the kids were being pretty good. The only other time I’ve seen him with a child for a long period of time was when we took his niece out for her birthday and I would say that it went rather well but she is the biggest CRY BABY on the face of the earth and she’s eight. Anytime you tell this child no; she cries as if her mom or dad just died. That to me is just too much drama over the word ” no “.

I could understand that much crying over your pet dying or one of your parents not because you’re not getting your way.

I ate little too much but that’s okay, it’s Christmas, it’s allowed.
R’s sister came over with her herd of children (4 so far) and he loaded his niece’s Ipod up with some videos, songs and pictures.

Johnny our chihuahua who use to belong to his sister mentioned above has a major humping problem when it comes to his niece, every two seconds I was having to yell at him for bothering her.

The interaction I seen of Johnny and the kids, I’m starting to believe that he hates men but a few and women are his favorite.

My nieces got Guitar Hero III for Christmas but they got the PS2 version, I’d get it but I’m picky, I want it for XBOX. But I’m sure they’ll have it broken within a few months and I’m sure the guitar controller will be broke before the ps2 is. Can you say Sibling Rivalry?

I just found out my brother has a Myspace page - holy crap!
I wasn’t even aware that he could form a sentence written word any longer, I mean it has been damn near 20 years since he was last in school.

I can only assume that his 12 year old daughter types for him, quite possibly his wife who is an elementary teacher that majored in English.

That’s weird though, my brother on MYSPACE! What the hell has the world came to? Is my online fun not safe anymore? My brother on MYSPACE! The one who made fun of my mom and I for being ‘net junkies and here he is on MYSPACE!

Hypocrit.

Except for the sounds of the keys being tapped on my keyboard. Everyone else is asleep in the house and I’m still up, that tends to be the case now a days. I’m usually up until 4 AM every night and while in past years; I would have preferred that because I hated any interaction with anyone. However, now a days, being up all by myself just sucks and is quite boring. I have no digital camera to play with no more, O came and picked his up, so I’m stuck here doing nothing .

Almost wish I had an overnight job to go to or something, at least I’d be doing something not that it’d be overly exciting but I’d have some sorta interaction.

I just found out today that a child we know was raped by her step-father when she was in the 5th grade. I always felt something was going on in that family, I just didn’t know what but I’m glad to report that the asshole is now behind bars and hopefully, he’ll stay that way.

It’s really crazy to know how many people I know that have been sexually abused by a relative or someone else they knew. The numbers are staggering and almost makes me want to NOT have children. I don’t want to put a child at risk like that but how can you prevent anything from like that, ya know? It’s sad, that men and women alike do that to children. Those people should have their bits either cut off or sewn shut.

Not my digital, R’s friend’s digital. He wanted to trade it in for another one but what he paid for then was more than what it’s worth now. hahaha!

Anyway, I took a few pictures with it and like it, I had to put it away before I wanted to keep it because knowing that punk he’ll want close to full price of what he paid for it, when it’s only worth 85 dollars now.

A picture of the boys taken today, the date’s wrong on it.

The camera’s a Kodak Easyshare C875.

The 28th was my mothers birthday and my brother actually took her out to eat. Two of the grandchildren were with them and the middle child start telling whoppers to dear ol’ grandma.

One was : ” My mommy said if you don’t pay for that car, she’s going to come and get it. ” .

While as much as I liked to believe that she made that up but I just can’t buy into the bullsh*t because her mother is less than a nice person and that is putting it nicely. I’m sorry,  a seven year old isn’t going to come up with something like that by herself unless the parent was b*tching in front of said child. Maybe, it’s not exactly what mommy said but never the less - it was something close to and the child repeated it.

Then the other one was : ” I don’t know why daddy is taking you out, you never do anything special for him.”

That one would of made me get up and walk out and be done with the dinner. There’s no way in hell I would of sit there and listen to the b.s. from my brother’s child. Be it lies or not, that’s just not right.  I was thinking when mom told me all this ” C, you’re seven years old, you’ve no idea what grandma has done for your father.”

Ugh!

We’ll probably be seeing Resident Evil tomorrow or on my birthday (10/3,so a review of sorts will be up in the coming days.

How does one sleep on top of a portable stereo ( jambox size) ? *stares at cat*

I straightened out my closet today, it was much needed. I cleaned up the vanity table and done some laundry.

I also made me some tea, that was a must.
I’ll work on my transformers post tomorrow, I’m going to re-watch the movie as I do it.