I think I’m going to start looking for one and I mean completely new. New town, new state possibly and possibly a new boyfriend because at this rate we’re going at, we’re not going to make it much longer.

(Note to self, get job, pay off own shit and cockblock the WII when we do break up. )

Anyway, I’m just tired of what I’m living right now and quite frankly, as of late , the only parts I enjoy are times spent working out. I rarely enjoy time with my boyfriend because it’s usually spent of him talking about hisself, his friends, his work and why what I think is stupid*.

* -Totally ignoring the fact that I GOT him his job and that my i.q number is much much higher than his and that I’m capable of taking all the necessary tests of going to college.

Also, ignoring the fact that he has to have everything I say validated by his mommy. Let’s remove the tit already honey.

off to look for new life……

We bought the special edition that comes with the game, lockbox, book of art, soundtrack, gym bag and I think that’s it. It seems fun, I might play it when he’s done with it and I bought Prince of Persia Warrior Within, only because it was 5 bucks and it seemed interesting. * Yes, I know it’s an old game.*

I bought P.O.P for me and I’m not sure it’ll play on the XBOX 360, I guess Ricky found out because the XBOX is at his mom’s house visiting his brother in law and Ricky’s over there babysitting for his sister. ( Brother in law borrowed it )

And out of his pissing me off, I rented Turok, I have till Tuesday to complete it and not feeling worth a shit I don’t know if that’s going to happen. It sucks being sick.

till next time….

i actually care more about getting a job right now than being on the internet. i yearn to be out of the house but the question comes up - how long will that last?How long can I last at any job before I get bored with it or pissed off at the way the things are going? I applied at gamestop, I’d really like to work there - it seems i live there now, why not get paid for it.

The more I think about things, the more I want to change them and that would mean breaking up with my boyfriend because apparently no matter what I do for us or him - it’s not right.

It also seems that he doesn’t like being around me - I thought I’d offer to go with him and his friend to the damn store because I usually tell him no on going anywhere with him and he shot me down. I offered to go with him Tuesday night when he had a pool game, he told me it was a spanish bar and that I wouldn’t like it there.

And when he does go and do something with me, it’s basically to places no one that knows him will catch us together.

It hasn’t been this short in quite sometime, I remember cutting it to the middle of my ears in 7th grade and the next era that I remember my hair being somewhat long was when I was in 10th grade. That was definitely longer than this. So, I’m assuming with trims and what not, my hair was about 16-19 inches, it got to 24 inches and kinda of stalled out but then again, I wasn’t really taking good care of it because I’m so damned picky about who cuts my hair. But I’ll drag myself into a place for regular trims every 3 to 4 months now and deal with it. I’m also going to pony up some cash on some good hair clippers, I can’t afford the 100 dollar to 150 dollar range but I won’t be buying mine from Wal-Mart no more.

*Crosses fingers that hair is close to where it was by next year. *

I got a hair cut today and I wasn’t paying attention to what I said and caused a disaster. So not the girl’s fault but my fault only, I told her one inch down from the tops of my shoulders, I meant cut an inch off the back but instead 8 inches have been cut off and I feel like poop. I was going to get some other stuff at Wal-Mart but I felt sick to my stomach and had to come home.

I feel like dying.

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I love riding my bicycle, one of my new goals is to be able to do a Triathlon at least once in my life. Unfortunately right now, I HATE running, love biking and swimming but running can take a flying leap off a tall building. Then again, I might still hate it because I’m still heavy as f!ck and that might change over the course of my weight loss. Who knows, I might love running in 6 months to a year but right now, it can kiss my lily white butt!

I hate my damn keyboard, the little kickstands that are attached to it keep collapsing, I feel like throwing it through the window.

SocialSpark is a new money making community, I believe that’s the best way to sum it up. Anyway, you can interact with other bloggers and pretty much the advertisers as well to help further your ops within SocialSpark. The site’s a cinch to navigate and easy to register with, the only problem I have is that there’s no login on the front page and if there is, I just haven’t seen it. The other option I like is being able to give other blogs props because there are a lot of really good blogs out there that just don’t get enough attention, I think. Like some of the housemoms out there have some of the funniest blogs and most intelligent ones that I’ve read but if you’re not actively looking for those, you might miss them.

And speaking of housemoms, if it hadn’t been for her profile on social spark with the word brownie in it, I may have never stumbled across her blog. Other than the word brownie making me look at her profile, it’s short to the point without revealing to much, it leaves that option open and if you decide, you want to learn more about The Mom With Brownies, all you have to do is go to her blog and read.

Right there for the most part with the community is going to help you decide rather or not, you’re going to want to work that person or just strike up a conversation. I think part reason why I’m not getting no work is because one I’m not active enough and because of my profile on there.

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Okay, well I didn’t make it but none the less, it was given to me. A family friend needed some outlets changed out and my boyfriend knew how to do it and so instead of my uncle making the 50 dollars, my boyfriend got it instead. I had to reformat my computer AGAIN because the D drive kept doing the chkdsk thingy at start up and I was fed up with it. I couldn’t use the back up deal to another day because it kept telling me NO. So, I did the reformat and voila no more problem, I would have tried an easier route of fixing it if I knew the route but considering my intelligence in computers only runs so far.

As for my diet goes, I was way over last night and I didn’t care, I was just hungry and I let go. The rest of the week has been well within ranges for calories and pretty much everything else, the only thing I usually have a hard time controlling is sodium. Kinda weird since I don’t have high blood pressure or I probably think of it as YET. I went over on cholesterol because of one egg, that B**TRD! Since, I started charting my cholesterol, I’m very rarely over and today just happened to be one of those days and it pissed me off. I always forget that eggs are loaded with cholesterol but since I hardly have eggs, it’s not that bad. This is the first day I went over on cholesterol in like two weeks, I think before that was like 3 months, so no worries there.

Are you in need of mailing labels or possibly one of the two listed in the title of this post? Then, I would definitely suggest you take a look at vista print. I’ve already set up my boyfriend’s business cards for his car radio install business and all I need to do is order them now, it was quick, easy and looks very professional in comparison to what I can do with photo shop. I also think their prices are pretty decent, some of the companies I called around town were outrageous for just fifty of them, even when I said I’d be designing them myself. For the business cards, they’ve got 42 designs you can choose from or you can upload your own design if that’s what you’d prefer. Even if you don’t need to do any ordering for a business, you can also get checks and rubber stamps, car magnets and much more.

Also, if you’re worried about putting your stuff online, their site is secured with GeoTrust and if that isn’t safe enough for you, they also offer payments by check and money order.

If you need more info than what I’ve provided, they’ve got a help section for all the questions you have and you can even contact them if you have more than that.