My back hurts, my stomach hurts and I’m on my period but that doesn’t pain me no where near seeing one of the pups miserable. Johnny, my boyfriend’s chihuahua’s back legs have failed him temporarily or permanently, we’re not sure, yet. R and his mom are going to take Johnny to the vet tomorrow, if that means cashing in the savings, then so be it. If that means me going back to work at Wal-Mart till Johnny’s better, then so be it.

It tore me apart when I brought one of the female dogs in my room to see what was wrong with Johnny, I suspected his legs were messed up but to see the poor guy having to drag his legs behind him killed me inside like you wouldn’t believe.

At least once a hour, he looks back at his legs in disgust. For 2 days he was under the bed and couldn’t be gotten too, he finally came out last night and that’s when I found out what was wrong. I don’t know it’s for good or what, I don’t know what caused this to happen but it sucks. I hope it’s temporary and not for good, he looks so upset that he can’t do the things he used to be able to do.