Never in my life did I think I’d have a dog that may be handicapped, that may need a wheelchair. Never thought that would happen in my life even after seeing the story of another little dog with one.

Some how, Johnny messed up his spinal cord or it was messed up from the fight he got into with a pit bull before coming to live with Ricky. I don’t know if this is the first time he’s ever seen vet but I have a feeling it might be but I’m not sure.

He’s at the vet right now, where he’ll remain for 3 to 5 days on an i.v drip, there’s no guarantee that it will work for him but to us that sounded like the best option, to give him the best medicine possible up front. NOW I wish I would have seen his legs sooner, I had no idea until Saturday night.

I don’t know when the injury happened nor really of how but all I know is that it breaks my heart that my little buddy might not be able to walk normally again.

The weight’s slowly but surely coming off. (YAY!) I can’t wait till this time next year but in other news, Johnny’s going to the vet today to see what’s wrong with his back legs. Does this mean I have to get a job again? Maybe so, maybe not. It’s not that I don’t want one, I just don’t want to go back to Wal-Mart but if I have to, then so be it.

Johnny gets around pretty good with his two front feet but he’s definitely spending more time just sitting still or laying down but still giving his back legs bad looks. I bet the poor guy’s confused as hell and pissed off too boot because he doesn’t know why the hell he can’t use his legs now. This was all so sudden and I’m really hoping, it’s temporary.

As soon as R gets back here with his mom, they’re taking him to the vet and so, they need to quit f***ing around and get here. The dog is more important right now than anything either one of them can conjure up.

Crosses Fingers.

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I’m fat, I’ll admit it but you know what, I don’t wear skin tight clothing out in public, I’m sorry but fat women do not look good with their junk hanging out all over the place. Fat men don’t look good in tight clothing, fat men with hairy chests should keep their shirts on!

Fat women shouldn’t wear stuff that doesn’t flatter their bodies, it just makes you look rediculous and desperate. There’s a lot of “I’m happy with myself.”, you know what I believe you’re happy for who you are as a person not about your body. I’ve used that same line before, I’m happy with who I am but I never meant my body and some of the girls that I know that have said the same thing HAVE ALL TRIED LOSING WEIGHT! Don’t bullsh*t a bullsh*tter, it’s not going to work.

So ladies and gents, cover up your dang rolls and save my freaking eye sight as well as lay off the freaking skunk juices, a squirt here and there is fine but drenching yourself is not acceptable. Granted I’d rather smell your overkill of crap spray over body odor any day but still to me, that’s what you’re covering up with the drenching of the sprays and lotions.

WOMEN: DO NOT MIX TWO DIFFERENT SMELLING FRAGANCES TOGETHER. If your lotion smells like lavender and your perfume has a citrus smell to it, it doesn’t mix well. And MUSK does NOT mix will with any other SMELL! Get that through your thick skulls!

Thank you!

You know back to thinking of that Rikki Rockett incident, you know there’s a ton of stuff about celebs we wouldn’t know if it wasn’t for the internet and most notably all the “celeb news shows”. They weren’t there when I was 10, now my niece here in Odessa who isn’t that much older than I was back then knows a ton of stuff about celebrities and probably more than she really needs to know for that age.

You know I could really care what pants Madonna wears from day to day or if Britney wore shoes or not because in the end of it all, it’s none of our business and I don’t care what their “career” choice is. If it’s to update us about their celebrity status then yah I can see that being mulled over but not their own personal life. I don’t care if Britney goes back to Kevin or not and I don’t care if Tommy gets back to Pamela again. That’s crap I can live with out. I hate the internet for the over abundance of crap it plasters about celebrities. I don’t give a damn.

Since, I’m PCOS being able to grow a noticeable mustache has been easy for me, no it’s not thick like a man’s but it’s there and I dislike it. I shave mine off so no one can see it and the only person thus far that ever noticed it is my mom and my latest boyfriend. So, I’ve always wanted hair removal done on my face so I could avoid shaving at all costs. Unfortunately for me, that’s not an option right now but it will be one day and I’m sure I’ll be checking out websites and other resources for options for doctors that are skilled in this area. One website I ran across today of two doctors from the Chicago area that offer acne treatment, hair removal and much, much more. So, if you’re in Illinois or close by, you might want to check the Acne Chicago Treatment site out and see if it’ll help you or what they have to offer for your skin needs.

My back hurts, my stomach hurts and I’m on my period but that doesn’t pain me no where near seeing one of the pups miserable. Johnny, my boyfriend’s chihuahua’s back legs have failed him temporarily or permanently, we’re not sure, yet. R and his mom are going to take Johnny to the vet tomorrow, if that means cashing in the savings, then so be it. If that means me going back to work at Wal-Mart till Johnny’s better, then so be it.

It tore me apart when I brought one of the female dogs in my room to see what was wrong with Johnny, I suspected his legs were messed up but to see the poor guy having to drag his legs behind him killed me inside like you wouldn’t believe.

At least once a hour, he looks back at his legs in disgust. For 2 days he was under the bed and couldn’t be gotten too, he finally came out last night and that’s when I found out what was wrong. I don’t know it’s for good or what, I don’t know what caused this to happen but it sucks. I hope it’s temporary and not for good, he looks so upset that he can’t do the things he used to be able to do.

i’m in a challenge on sparkpeople and I’m damned and determined to win but I think in the end, it’ll be more for the challenge than what it started for. You see, a girl had suggested that she’d put together a gift set or some lingerie for the winner but now that girl doesn’t even post in the team, very discouraging to say the least. I hope our leader at least keeps in contact with the girl, otherwise my 6 weeks of exercising every day is for nothing almost - don’t get me wrong, I’d exercise at least 4 to 5 days a week even if I wasn’t in the challenge but for 42 straight days wouldn’t happen. I want to rest but it’s so close to the end, it’d be silly to give up now. As soon as the 15th rolls around, I’m taking 3 days off from working out, it’ll probably do me some good but I will at least say the challenge is making me move more.

So far, since starting spark, I’ve lost about 24 lbs even though my ticker says less on the site, I’m taking in consideration that I had to buy a new scale because the old one wasn’t cutting it. I bought the new scale 2 weeks into joining Spark.

And just to make note of something that shocked the hell out of me, Rikki Rockett, drummer for Poison arrested on rape charges. I don’t think it happen, I think it’s bullshit and that will come out in the end. If it indeed is bullshit, I hope he sues the girl .
If it isn’t bullshit and he did do it, then all respect has been lost for mr.rockett and I’ll be damned if I’d be paying for rockettmafia.net another year. If he did it, he deserves to go to prison and be fucked in the ass by a guy with a bigger cock than his own!

But back to if he didn’t, if he didn’t, other than Rikki suing the girl in question, the girl should have to have long extensive chats with REAL VICTIMS of RAPE!

Honestly, I don’t know what happen but from what I know of Rikki and of the chances he’s had to rape a girl that I know of, I think it’s bullshit. You know, with the  internet around, it makes me wonder, would we have ever heard about it if the internet wasn’t around? I doubt it because Bret was arrested for the same shit, turned out to be the girl was lying and her boyfriend and her came up with the idea of it to hit a star for money, Bret was the target.

Also, to any of you bitches that have called rape on a guy when it wasn’t true, this also goes for mothers when your little princesses are sluts and you can’t deal with it.
Anyway, for all of you women out there that have FALSELY  screamed rape, you suck and you make it hard for the real victims to be believed! You’re the worst type of woman there is and you deserve not to walk the face of the earth free to spout your b.s, you deserve to be locked up serving the years the man would have received.

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Yay, I’m down to 267 which is still lot by all means but it’s 20 lbs lighter than I was at so I’m happy, I’m not going to give up this time. There are days that I want to ( like today ) but now my mom’s being my biggest supporter and she pushes me. She’s trying to lose weight as well and has been on spark for about 2 months now and has lost 10 lbs which isn’t bad for her at all.

She’s a little under 230 right now and hopes to be at 160 by next year some time.