First the Xbox and now my ps2 is at his brother in law’s and his sister has kids, ROWDY kids.

I fear for my guitar hero II’s life. The reason his sister doesn’t have a ps2 no more is because her boyfriend broke it by beating the crap out of it, much like that kid that got pissed off over the Halo 3 game kicking his ass and he tossed his XBOX out the window.

What a bunch of morons, I get pissed off when I’m losing but not enough to damage the console or the game. Sometimes it makes me play better causing me to go through there killing everyone.

R and his brother in law have taken the XBOX to play at  R’s mom’s house, I’m forced to find other things to occupy my time. This sucks.

My internet connection is sucking balls right now!

I’ve restarted the computer 3 times, it still sucks, it must be the provider.  Clearwire has been clearly blowing ball as of late, it was doing good there up until lately. We were even able to surf the net and do matchmaking on XboX Live but not now! Every time we use the router to surf the net and do Xbox, it tells us theres limited or no connection on the computer.

F! You, Clearwire!

So, i think what I’m going to do about the college aspect of my life is to go to O.C for their teacher program and follow it up at UTPB, then substitute for a year or two and if I like it, I’ll stick with it. If not, I’ll go back to college and go for computers. I think…. that’s the plan as of right now.

When I worked at Wal-Mart, they had an exercise bike for 88.88, that they carry all year long, I may buy that. Regardless of what R thinks the money should go for, if I left things up to him, he’d have a lot of video games, movies and electronic crap and he’d never eat and bitch at me because of it.

Then again, I may not, I may put it towards something else, possibly 3 months of insurance once we get the car fixed. Mom took our alternator to some place to see if they could re-build the inside of it, if not, he’ll tell her how much an exchange would be.

Hopefully, it doesn’t break 100 dollars, I can’t fathom the idea of shelling out 100 plus for a rebuilt item, brand new yes, not newly used or whatever.

Back to losing weight, I guess I’m going to have to deal with the Gazelle until I can go the gym again because my plans of it today has failed because of Rent A Center, they were suppose to pick up a bed between 1 and 2 today, it’s now after 2.

I hate when you’re honest to a person on ebay and they automatically assume you’re selling stolen merchandise.

I’m selling it for a friend who does not have a computer for f**ks sake, I’d have to ask that person how old the item is! HELLO.

F*** you f***ing f***s that ask questions 2 hours before the end of the auction and then decide not to buy. ASK BEFORE YOU BID!

The dump we live in is falling apart, my mother fell through the floor yesterday. Something the landlord was suppose to fix shortly after we moved in. Well, you can’t fix the floors if the damn ceiling still leaks you assholes. So needless to say, she’s pissed.

Boyfriend threw the cell phone while we were fighting and cracked it. IT still works amazingly but never the less, he needs something that doesn’t flip open. The way he opens that phone, I’m surprised it hasn’t snapped in half.

While reading a few posts, I felt like I was reading words that came from my own mouth at one point and time to my boyfriend or to innocent bystanders.

Please, everyone check out LetsBitch.com.

I stepped on the scale today, maybe it’s that I just got off my period but it read 280. Screw that, I’m going to start utilizing that damned gazelle we have and I’m going to start going to the gym of the morning.  I was on the gazelle for close to 70 minutes today with a few 2 to 4 minute breaks in between to get water. ( no place for a water bottle )

280

There’s two pairs of pants my uncle has that I want, they’re camoflauge army like pants - the type you’d get from Army Surplus or the likes.

I want them but they fit a 28 to 39 inch waist * stretchy waist * and I’m a 44 inch waist, maybe 42 but I tend to go for the 44’s and up because I like anything tight on my tummy no more.

So, I’m going to attempt to use those as my motivation for losing weight, maybe that’ll be the kick in the butt I need to utilize the bus pass I have to walk to the west side walmart to catch a bus so I can go to the gym most days.

I need to lose weight for health reasons alone but have never stuck it out, the most I’ve lost at one time is 50 lbs and have kept most of it off. Other than health reasons, I want to be a mommy one day and  that deep gut feeling I have is that if I were to get the weight off, I’d actually become pregnant fairly quick of trying to conceive.

My gut’s usually right about my own self so I need to just focus on losing the weight.

MasterChief

That’s Just Bad Ass.

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